More or else I'm fucked up. I became crap maths and physics predicts (4) and gotta catch up. I let myself to go to Summer Film Academy, so I lost 4 days at school. It's 1:42 at the moment and today is my physics class test. If I want to improve my grade till January, I have to get better marks and improve my frequency. Unfortunately I forgot my book and notes at school, so I tried to get the PDF version. I only managed to find alternate schoolbook, so I have to get as much as possible out of it. I gotta boast, that after an hour struggle, I finally managed to solve first (sic!) exercise correctly:S Hope I'll improve during the night. What's more to it, I also have German class test tommorow. I'm heavily underslept and it's only the beginning of October of the final year. I'll be busy after school too, as I gotta write a comparative commentary and history internal assessment plan. I hope I will not fall asleep in my girlfriends arms, as Tuesday is the only weekday we could afford ourselves a meeting:S I'll experiment with some energy drinks. Gotta avoid sleeping just after school in the future!
I am split between my ambitions and will of freedom. On one hand I could really turn down going to University and consider getting myself a job, however I will consider it my personal loss. At the moment I'm like 'I'll do my best to catch up'! Will see how will that develop!
C ya for now, wish me good luck! Here's a good noise tune for cigarette breaks during learning. It gives me a sort of a sense of feeling the absolute.
